False hope is the worst (short poem)

False hope really is the worst.

I cant describe the disappointment. 

It’s been 3 years and nothing has gotten better, why am I still here?

I tell people the truth,

they lie,

it’s an endless cycle.

So here’s the truth, it’s never going to get better. 

Save this note.

Set your soul free by being a minimalist,

and having nothing to lose.

Because let’s be real,

nobody cares about you,

not even yourself.

Abandon false hope in the same way it abandoned you.

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